So... I've run out of time on the PMDU comic. I was able to get all the pages sketched out in time, but I've barely managed to ink three of the 28 before the deadline, even with the extension. So, because Paragon and I really REALLY want those damn rewards they wave in front of our sugar-coated faces, we decided to throw our (my) dignity to the wind and post everything we have in order to meet the mission requirements.
Which is to post a full comic before the deadline...
...It isn't that we get graded or anything, right? So why do I feel so bad about this? Is it because more than 90% of my comic is absolutely incomplete and unreadable scribble lines? Or is it because of something else? Well... I HAVE been busy for the past few weeks. I began art school recently, and that has been taking up most of my time, so I suppose that I could use the excuse that I've been too BUSY to ink the rest.
But that isn't really the case. I COULD use that excuse, but I know that it is only a fabrication to appease my own confident asshole-of-a-self. No, I COULD have gotten more pages done, so why DIDN'T I!? Maybe that's why I feel bad about what I've just done. Because I could have done more, and yet for reasons that are poor and not even worth mentioning, I didn't. So here I am, shameful, sad, and angry with myself for letting my procrastination and failing time-management skills to, once again, shoot me in the foot.
But I'll be damned if I didn't own up to it.